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Suicides, Mental disorders and 13 reasons why

Unlike some other people that i know, I have never had any trouble thinking about death. In fact I have often wondered if I am what you might call a soft nihilist. I find the finality of death beautiful. Don't get me wrong, I am not glorifying death, life is so much wonderful, specially as Tyrion would say-" Death is so boring, especially now with so much excitement in the world ", but there is something about the idea of a final resting place that is both enticing and endearing. So why am i talking about death all of a sudden , Because I just finished Watching a Netflix show called 13 Reason why, and I am feeling all confused, And I just couldn't make up my mind whether I liked it or hated it. Perhaps in time, I'll know, but as of now here goes my 2 cents... The series follows the posthumous narration of Hannah Baker, a smart and beautiful 17 year old teenager who killed herself by slicing her wrists. Throughout the 13 episodes, she narrates and condemn and re...

IN MY TIME OF DYING

When people are young, full of life and frequently covering bases,they hardly ever give a thought about how they'd die. That is unless you are not deranged or suicidal. But fortunately most people are not suicidal and are sane enough to quickly move on to next affair before the suicide thought even pop in tiny little head of theirs. But there are times, bad times, when you just cannot shake the feeling that the time to walk into the bright light has finally came.  Personally I never gave much thought to how I'd die. But whenever I did, I always thought I'd die of some extremely romantic disease like leukemia (well that's how JAMIE died) or it could be some extremely horrific disease like brain tumor or multiple organ failure (even when I don't drink). You know anything less than that seems like inadequate. But to leave this world out of a simple fever seemed like a very sad way to go. Now you might be wondering from where all this is coming from. So let me take u...